Straight from the Heart...

OK. I figured out my problem lmao

So the 7UP vendor that always comes in Raley’s was talkin to me… He calls me “45” (because of my tat) haha so today he was askin me if I wanted to shoot some rounds… I told him I never shot a gun tho! Sooo he uses that “your boyfriend never taught you how?” and I was like -_________- i don’t have a bf……. & he asked why not? And like always, I try to explain that I don’t believe in them nor want one.

Then I thought about it….

So I’ll talk to hella niggas & not giva shit bout any of em.. Like heartless shit.. Straight up play.. But if I start feelin a nigga, I’ll drop all of them & talk to him.. BUT THE NIGGA WILL PLAAAAAY ME!! So I go back to playen hella dudes… It’s a fucked up cycle hahaha

So do I change?… Hell naw because eventually one of those guys that I dump everyone else for will be worth it <3